hormones

I've had enough! ENOUGH!!!! I'm so sick of this and I've got so far to go.

Every 28 days I truly feel sorry for my husband. He never knows who or what he's going to wake up with. And to be quite honest I don't know either. Poor thing can't even plan ahead for it. How do you plan for something that changes every 28 days? But he is a trooper! (THANK YOU HONEY!)

It's never the same. I could be happy, sad, distant, bossy, pushy, loving, cuddly, friendly, AND/OR just plain bitchy....and the list goes on.....

This month I'm feeling annoyed. At what? I don't know. I guess because for 3 years I've been wanting to go some place warm, sandy, with all-I-can-drink and I'm STILL WAITING!!! Will I get to go this year? Yes. You betchya I will. And I'll slap a guarantee on it. Just watch. *SLAP*

Not to mention I'm tired of it effecting my food. Why do I crave Mexican, Chinese, Italian, home cooked dinners, AND/OR (again) nothing at all????? How am I suppose to plan out my meals when NOTHING sounds good or if it does it is totally not within my daily caloric intake? How is Shawn suppose to cook my dinners when the poor thing doesn't know what I'm going to eat? HOW?!?!?!?!

Trust me folks, I know this is not my fault. I place blame COMPLETELY on my hormones. I'm really a very nice, sweet and realistic humanbeing. I know I could wake up tomorrow and feel just perfectly normal but today, not so much so. 

But what I do know is when I get home tonight, I will pour myself a glass of red wine, put my feet up, and give a  cheers to my baby-producing, continually cycling hormones for working perfect.